~AsakuraLi

i was used as a tool, for his relief from his ex.. he went behind my back after i put all my trust in him and fooled around with her.. he lied, he used me and he thought it was ok.

I laid by his side and he swore i was his, i completed him and i meant so much to him. then i was informed after that he was messing around with his two exes. he's got this game, this.. thrilling game where he chases after a girl and lures her in using his charm, then argues with her and makes her feel like she's not worth his time then lure her back again with a sap story.

i put an end to his game. i will never trust again.. my heart, this empty void where it once beat so proudly was stolen.. and it stopped beating.

there are no words i can use to tell you just how much pain i'm in, i truly cared for him.. but moving on is the best thing i can do. he can have his headgames, and when he opens his eyes he'll realize that he possibly made the worst mistake of his life and come begging for me to take him back.

but i will already be gone.

so there's been a lot of bullshit going on. I'm not bothering getting into details, but a whole shitload of swiftening up is in order. also the legalization of art theft is big bullshit. its not fair for all the artists on DA and around the world.


i'm also pissed cause.. yeah. i'm just pissed.


at least the weather is ok. nice to know god created such fucked up friends. i'm not mad at one cuase its not her fault at all for all the agony she's been going through and yes i am guilty but the other can eat shit and die. litterally. its all bullshit to the maximum.


=_____= fuck i need to shoot something. where the fuck did i put the chlorine puck grenades.




love is fucking stupid but i'm in love. i hate you god.



the Turk is done talking. go fall off cliffs now and make me happy.

you idiots got me. I came on and wondered WHY the hell all the DA user avatars were the same one. a mudkip. i asked " and she told me someone hacked in and i almost had a heart attack. then she said it was an april fools joke.

AHAHAHA that's so funny.

ok go slam your face in a door now please thank yoouuu <3

you guys are idiots.

I just realized its spring. and when all the snow melts the robins come back. OH NOES.

Epic story. Last year Rach (my best friend) and i went to the park near her house and found a baby robin under a tree. I felt REALLY sorry for the poor thing so we set out to look for the nest. The little guy (lets call him bob) so Bob started cheeping. VERY LOUDLY.

So mom and dad were near by. They weren't exactly thrilled that their baby was being handled (who knew? ME.) and I SWEAR TO GOD I HAVE NEVER SEEN SO MANY ROBINS.

its like a fackin military bomb squad in scramble mode. I didn't think my town would be infested with so many robins. So poor Bob is still screaming and rach and i are kinda like..

Rachel: *leans over* "Micky.. put the robin down and run!"

me: *looks at all the robins in shock* "i can't.. they'll peck my eyes out.."

The mom and dad swoop over our heads and all hell breaks loose.

Rachel: "Micky wait.. what are you doing put the robin down.. HOLY CRAP RUN!"

*Bolts*

Robins: "WE'LL FACKIN EAT YOU HUMANS!"

Us: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They chased us back to the house. THEY KNOW WHERE I LIVE!!! so i hate spring.

is there such a thing as a Robinphobia? cause i think i gots it.

i'll make it short and sweet. i'm making spelling mistakes cause i'm doped out of my mind from surgery. i'm in ALOT of pain.

the surgery went well, i'm squeaky clean and can have kids eventually. I woke up in the recovery room unable to breath the relaxant they gave me during the surgery weakened my throat muscles. so i was thratshing around trying to get air and they had to balloon mask me and breath for me for a while.

then there was pain. LOTS of it. its like really bad cramps.. plus a knife in your gut and a sword driven through your abdomen. they gave me morphine. 5 cc of it. i'm all better for now

but no morphine for Asakura. i gotta take tylenol.


bastards.

after surgery. [link]